Intimacy and
the damaged body
One of the moments of greatest
impact in the film Crash
occurs when for a brief moment the character James Ballard, reviewing
materials held in one of his hands while he
navigates the highway at night, takes his eyes off the road to pick up off the
floorboards of the passenger side of the
car some papers he has just dropped. In this brief instant the vehicle hits a deep
puddle at 60mph and James loses
control after a tire, forced up against the central reservation, explodes. The car
veers left, over the reservation
and onto an exit ramp where James is faced with oncoming traffic. The first two
cars he manages to avoid; the third
he meets in a head-on collision. From the script:
At the moment of impact the man in the passenger seat of the
other car is propelled like a mattress
from the barrel of a circus canon through his own windshield and then partially
through the windshield of James' car.
The propelled man's blood spatters James
face and chest, his body coming to
rest inside James' car its head dangling down into the dark recess of the
passenger footwell.[37]
Because of a moment's inattention, Ballard
becomes a murderer by negligence
and the body of a total stranger hurtles through his windshield. As Ballard comes
out of his post-collision
(post-orgasmic) stupor, he finds himself only inches from a dying man
impaled on the windshield glass, blood
dripping running down his arm and dripping from the hand of his suspended
body.
Helen Remmington, the dying man's wife,
remains relatively unscathed and
strapped into the driver's seat of the other vehicle. She "stares at James in
a curiously formal way, as if
unsure of what has brought them together."[38] For
Cronenberg, this is a moment of
"desperate privacy.[39]" Oddly enough, it is also a moment of
intimacy which binds the
protagonists together. As J.G. Ballard writes in Crash, "Already
I was aware that the interlocked
radiator grilles of our cars formed the model of an inescapable and perverse
union between us."[40] In the hospital, James tells Catherine that
she should have gone to the
man's funeral and asks: "What about his wife? The woman doctor. Have you
visited her yet?" Catherine
demurs, "No, I couldn't. I feel too close to her."[41] It's no
accident that
J.G. Ballard's style has the precision of one accustomed to cataloguing the
bodily harm that results from a
high-impact collision between soft flesh and the deceptively smooth and
protective surfaces of a car's interior.
Ballard read in medicine at England's King's College. Perhaps this was his training
in the intimacy and pornography of
violence. After all, what could be more intimate than systematically breaking
the ribs of a patient to access and
massage a heart or invasively plunging a slim rubber tube through a tender
urethra? In his review of French painter
and photographer Romain Slocombe's City of the Broken Dolls, an art book
of false accident victims featuring
young Japanese women in bandages, traction and mildly erotic dishabille,
Wired reporter Richard Kadrey
comments:
There's something savage in these false trauma documents, but
there's compassion,
too even if it's a mechanically engineered pathos.[42]
The damaged body is an invitation to
intimacy. Where physical pain or injury
exist, there will be a comforter; where a wound exists there will be someone to
minister the wound. Vulnerabilty
can invite great tenderness. Indeed, doctors who fail to convey compassion in
their interactions with patients are
criticized for neglecting the "human" side of tending the ill.
All of them potential players in this
techno-pornography, the protagonists of
the film Crash are like so many objects, isolated from nature and the
sensual by the geometry of technology,
the strictures of modernity, and almost irretrievably isolated from one another.
As James rides home from the
hospital in a taxi, the camera reveals his face through a close-up of the
half-opened window of the car. In a shot
which offers sort of a split-screen effect, the spectator sees James' face
juxtaposed with the reflection on the
windowpane of the blurry highway below being rapidly traversed. As the camera
pulls back, we see that James is
first contained within the car, a car which is one of hundreds of others, occupied
by strangers whom James will
never know though he might see them picking their noses, talking to others, or
even fucking as he drives a scant few
feet away on an ugly and barren highway. Nothing but a collision will bring them
into a closer proximity, nothing but
tragedy.
With modern life, privatization and the
demise of the extended family, a
person is not only individuated, but isolated. Like Russian Matryoshka
dolls, each of us is encased within a
body, contained within the "nuclear family," and then contained
again within private spaces such as the
bedroom, the apartment or house, and the car. Particularly in America, self-hood
is tied to the car, sixteen is the
age when a driver's license can be had. In many States, sixteen is the age of
consent, when a child may be
acknowledged as a sexual body and entitled to own that body in a consensual
sexual situation (at least with other
minors), and cars become privatized, mobile spaces for teenagers' furtive sexual
encounters. But, like any
container, be it the social construct of the "individual" or a
"single-family dwelling," cars
also separate us from intimacies with others, desired or not. In situations of
"road rage," for example,
where attention to the road is replaced by belligerent action towards another
driver who has inadvertently violated
one's territory, authorities advise a defense of avoiding the glance of the
possible perpetrator, giving up ground to
him, or just getting off the highway altogether. This is essentially a strategy for
avoiding contact, avoiding
intimacy. In Crash, Helen Remmington recounts to James Ballard the men
she's fucked in cars:
James: You had sex with all those men in cars? Only in
cars?
Helen: Yes, I didn't plan it that way.
James: Did you fantasize that Vaughan was photographing all those
sex acts? As though they were
traffic accidents?
Helen (Laughs): Yes, they felt like traffic accidents.[43]
In many ways, a traffic accident is simply the expression of a violent and
accidental intimacy.
In its exploration of technology and sex,
Crash has a subtextual
linkage of intimacy and violence, a linkage which, if acknowledged in culture, is
taboo. But there is an uneasy kinship
between intimacy and violence in society. For example, most murders occur
between acquaintances or family
members; most rapes are either date rapes or marital rapes; and most child
molestations occur within the family.
Random violence isn't always that random; many times, people perpetrate
violence against their
"intimates." But there are many other linkages of violence and
intimacy which have been sanctioned or
are at least tacitly acknowledged within society.
There is a continuum of familiarity over
which such acts of intimacy and
violence can be located. Perhaps the least intimate is the passing of a stranger:
Neither meets the eyes of the other;
within the constraints of social convention this acknowledgement would not be
proper. There is the handshake, that
first touch of the other, that occurs with a proper introduction. This is respectful
acknowledgement, the distance
kept by the space of the extended hands. There is the touch of a hand on a
shoulder to reassure a friend, or parental
control of a child through the grasping of a small hand. Acts such as these are
both less violative and more intimate.
Perhaps this is why, with the current level of concern about improper touching
of children in the schools, that some
school districts are warning teachers off of touching their pupils at all. As the
continuum progresses, the level of
intimacy and the related level of potential or overt violence increases. Take, for
example, a kiss between probable
lovers: Tacitly a violation of the other's "space," there is the
possibility of it being unwanted, a
violation, even experienced as a violence. If the kiss is well-received, then
further intrusion into a person's
"space" may be forgiven, even desired. Of course, the ultimate is the
excited physical coupling of lovers
with the hopeful culmination of the little death of orgasm. On this continuum,
rape is both violative and intimate in
the extent to which it entails a physical trespass of the other. There is also the
spanking of a child, a discipline both
intimate and familiar, which is experienced as a humiliation of the
self a violation and
the tears of the chastened child are often described as "tears of
shame." And then there is the intimacy
of a crash or tragedy. Survivors of disasters such as the Oklahoma bombing
often meet again and again in the years
that follow, developing a great bond, an intimacy borne of a violence. Many
"support groups" are formed
based upon the shared experience of violence, such as those assisting survivors
of abuse. Birth, too, marking both
the separating the fetus from the body of the mother and the beginning the
intimate relationship between mother and
child, is a pain so violent that many women chose to be "out," to
be anesthetized into a space without
feeling or consciousness a place of death rather
than to be subjected to this primal and
violent pain. And, lastly, most murders occur between those who know one
another. Yet we deny the underbelly of
intimacy, the innate vulnerability of the body.
Notes
37. Cronenberg, David, Crash. London: Faber and Faber Limited (1996), p. 8.
38. Ibid, p.8.
39. Ibid, p.9.
40. Ballard, J.G., Crash. New York: Farrar, Strauss and Giroux (1973), p.25.
41. Cronenberg, David, Crash. London: Faber and Faber Limited (1996),
p.14.
42. Kadrey, Richard, "Crash Pathos," in Wired, November 1997,
p.254.
43. Cronenberg, David, Crash. London: Faber and Faber Limited (1996),
pp.38-39.
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